almost three years and still..

what words I should use to make our hearts more communicate with each other?
you hid your tears behind your faked smile, pretended to be strong.
no matter what kind of our days we used to spend,
if we keep believing in this time, one road will surely begin for us.

the moment when we find kindness, I believe that will lead us to happiness.
It feel like, if we talked with each other happily with laughter,
we could walk by a little more.

I want to tell you how much I feel grateful,
I want to send this feeling, gently to where you are.
even we’re apart by a far distance, the memories will lead us for the future.
when I close my eyes, I can feel the season where we used to spend together,
because we are sharing the same memories, today too,
a little warmth gently encounter with us.

you bring many important things alone,
even now, I remember how I’m letting your hand go,
without saying anything I wanted to tell you.

I want to say thank you one more time, to show you how many gratitude of me towards you,
I want to say it clearly by your side, once more again.
I know we can’t go back to yesterday, but I’m letting it go as I pray quietly for tomorrow.
when my hands reach out, I open the door in the season you’d left behind.
because I can’t help but missing you, I’m sure today I’ll keep thinking of you.

the day we meet seems like grows further away by a seconds,
but you still live one, always in my heart.

I want to tell you how much I feel grateful,
I want to send this feeling, gently to where you are.
I know we can’t go back to yesterday, but I’m letting it go as I pray quietly for tomorrow.
because I can’t help but missing you, I’m sure today I’ll keep thinking of you.
when I close my eyes, I can feel the season where we used to spend together,
because we are sharing the same memories, today too,
a little warmth gently encounter with us.

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hampir tiga tahun berlalu dan masih saja hangat terkenang. walau mungkin kita tidak pernah begitu dekat, tapi kamu pernah menjadi sosok yang berarti, sosok yang pernah menjadi motivasi. sosok yang tidak pernah terlupakan. tiba-tiba teringat banyak hal, setelah tiga tahunpun, aku masih ingin terus mengingatmu sambil tersenyum.. aku yakin Allah sangat menyayangi kamu :)